I think it's kinda funny so I'll post it here: I'm trying to navigate through a big city (nyc?) w/ my boyfriend. I get these really frustrating dreams where I work the entire time to get a specific thing, but before I can actually obtain it I wake up. Pic related to #2, looks very similar to my dream
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I'm usually trying to masturbate in a hot tub without getting caught (lol?) The most vivid dreams I've experienced were when I slept with a nicotine patch on, that shit is crazy. I'm in a large unfamiliar house that my family bought. Dreams of me being friends with my enemies, probably a sign that I wish to reconcile but can't. I break into this person's house and snoop through their stuff and usually have to escape as the mother gets home. also on a large ship and it usually ends up sinking. Often in huge, confusing airport terminals, lost passport, hiding drugs, plane is crashing, don't know what I'm doing in the country, etc. Traveling, through an airport or going through a different country ill prepared. I can never go deep enough to find out what it means. It's usually a cave or an abandoned house, and is more massive on the inside then it is on the outside. There is some sort of sinister place I am trying to explore. On the island is "Vector gallery" (a real gallery in nyc but I've never been to it) which is usually some dilapidated pile of trash or empty houses inhabited by dangerous homeless people, every signal saying I am not supposed to be there. Trying to get to a small, abandoned island in the river in NYC. I think it's because I'm scared of losing a family member and nearly drowned at the sea when I was a child, so the ocean thing scared me off. Even now, so many years after, I can't talk about it without crying (I'm crying even now, lol), it's crazy. Worst fucking nightmare of my life, I swear. That dream fucked me up, I've never been more scared in my life and cried the whole day after, I spent the month being overly attached to my mother and sister like never before. The "final scene" consisted in me and my sister realizing that we would've been alone from that moment, and there was even music playing in the background, it was My Immortal.
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Some years ago I had this nightmare in which my mom died in a plane crash, the plane fell into the ocean and I was home with my sister watching tv news… They were filming the whole scene of the bodies underwater, still sticked to the seat, drowned, with their hair floating. The real nightmares for me are the sad ones, in which you dream of the death of a loved one and similar stuff. I rarely have nightmares, in the scary ones I just end up waking up or covering my eyes in the dream (lol), so as long as I don't experience sleep paralysis and/or hypnagogic hallucinations it's fine. I usually dream of cool stuff, visiting weird places, buying things and meeting people I don't know irl. this was my first experience with the whole "waking up screaming and sweaty with heart pounding" sort of nightmare i've had nightmares before, but i always just wake up from them annoyed. i was only able to calm myself down after i started watching videos of beach waves, waterfalls and soothing nature for about an hour. that's the sort of terrified my body was acting like.
imagine the feeling you would get if someone was in your house, looking for you, after having killed your family. and right then my stupid sister knocks on the door saying she wants to shower, while i'm in a state of literally being scared to death. i tried taking a hot shower, cause that always calms me. i ran to the bathroom thinking about screaming or running to somebody, but then i somewhat realized it was a dream.
i woke up still thinking i was in the dream for at least 5 minutes. that night, i had a nightmare that one of the villains, Doflamingo, was going to kill me. i must have watched around 40 episodes in one day. so i started marathoning the anime One Piece to keep my mind off of everything. and i didn't even know what to focus my thoughts on because some things made it worse. I felt like if i even tried to get out of bed, i would immediately faint. i couldn't eat anything for all that time except 1 fruit, literally. i ended up bedridden for 2 days feeling the worst i've ever felt in my life. one night i made myself extremely physically sick by messing with my sleeping schedule and consuming things i shouldn't have. A few weeks ago i had the stupidest fucking nightmare that made me have the worst/scariest reaction of my life.